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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

It's not all so bad

Well I was sad yesterday because Amy left.
I had such a good weekend, because she was here, I felt gently lifted out of my depression.
It's a wonder what the power of a friendship can do.

I felt like creating things for the first time in a long time as I was taking the train home, listening to joy division, my brain was going crazy with different ideas. I'ts about damn time.

This week can't be all that bad.

I arrived at work this morning, and found that I won a free lunch from my favorite restaurant Ignotz's!! Also my office had such a good month of sales in August, everyone in the company received a cash bonus of $100.
Crazy huh?

Maybe this is a sign, that I should do good things for others all the time, 'cause it is rewarded, I bought Amy a plane ticket so she could escape her hectic life for a weekend, I felt just having her around was the reward, but it's nice when other nice things happen.

Also, i believe the passion has returned to my body a little bit.

Jitney = hothouse and porn.
p o r n
I absolutely love porn!

Thursday, September 01, 2005

I have too much web presence

What in the world?
Why do I belong to all of these freaking internet thingamajigs. I need to cut back, inbetween this, livejournal, friendster, myspace, easyjournal. I have too many.
It's true.
this will be my secret blog?
What should I focus on?
So Paul and I have been discussing and by discussing, I mean it's been mentioned maybe twice, of starting something together just me and him happy couple buttercups musical project. I'm all about this, as I'm into him and Nate DJing, and well it would be nice to explore my musical boundaries apart from Jitney, yet feel comfortable and not have to learn new peoples music styles etc. etc. etc. I feel like Nate and Paul have their extra specialties, and all I can really do is sing, and act ridiculous on stage.
Not all bad.
So I'm going to learn an instrument.
What instrument should I learn?
bass? drums? guitar? tuba? cello?
You know ever since I was 9 I really wanted to play the cello, and I never told ANYONE except my mother, and she was like CELLO? NO. So instead I played the flute. sigh.
I want my cello now.
So maybe that will be the instrument. I'll start with bass, then move onto cello?
That could be very interesting I do believe.
I could wear flowy outfits and hats, and master the cello.